Spiral (Choose Me)

why don’t you chose me?

cause baby now it’s time you about to lose me

this feelings crazy

all those red flags I saw, and they still didn’t phase me

they didn’t change me

I’ve been holding on, & all I get is “maybes”

stuck in your spiral

petty bullshit, you stay acting like a child

I shouldn’t dial

your number when I need someone to make me smile

i’m stuck in your spiral

got me feeling sick, this infection is viral

the way I’m changing, it’s starting to scare me

can’t continue to let in all this toxicity

saw your snap, it seems so litty

all the way 1000 miles away up in that city

i’m feeling crazy

saw the way you treated me

and it still didn’t change me

still loved you on the daily

you look so happy

i hate to get so emotional, can’t stand being sappy

but I miss you & never thought

it could hurt this damn badly

know you don’t need me

stuck wishing youd choose me but you don’t every time

stay making me think that you are mine

but you just stay wasting my time

why don’t you chose me?

cause baby now it’s time that you about to lose me

this feelings crazy

all those red flags I saw, and they still didn’t phase me

this feelings crazy

all in on a love, & all I get is a “maybe”

returned with empty promises

I always thought I would grow up & become your mrs.

but you ain’t with it