Would You Rather?
things are different now and that's okay
I guess, we both moved on and ran out of things to say
Yeah we silently walk past each other
like we dont know each other,
like i dont love you like my brother
like i never thought about having your children
and being a mother.
yeah, things are different now and that's okay
guess you moved on, bigger things a brighter day
you finished our book and moved on
opened a new page
I thought i was part of your story
but now were just history
& thats okay
but when i walk past
cant you look at me?
cause even though things were not meant to be
you're still someone i want to be
part of my story
not just a chapter
and i’m not talking happily forever after
i’m just talking
dont ignore me
or would you rather?
rather pretend that i dont know about your past
rather pretend that you dont know how i get attached
Yeah ill pretdnd i didnt call you on my worst nights
I can pretend i didnt cry after our fights
Yeah ill act like i didnt sit up on the balcony
tripping over if there would still be a you and me
Feeling so vulnerable inside your eyes
Calling you when my parents would fight
Telling you that you were my best friend
Knowing damn well i can't open up to men
Yeah ill pretend that you weren't the only exception
I'll keep this shit quiet, no, no, i won't mention.
The letter that you wrote me on on my birthday
The fact i let you in even on my worst day.
Everything i told you bout who i wanna be
The goals we shared, the ones for you and me.